me

2011-11-17T18:12:00.000+08:00

Ever wonder what's the reasons

That something stays as it is

Nothing could ever break you apart

And we keep coming back

The answer is in your HEART

.....

Hmmm...

2011-11-17T17:57:00.001+08:00

Shall go visit the Titanic Museum, she used to pester me.

Whats so nice about that place anyway...

haha

Split second

2011-11-17T17:55:00.001+08:00

Intentionally lied to her, and she bought it.

Mundane Wednesday

2011-09-07T18:30:00.000+08:00

WASSUP!!! Just came back from my IU inspection like an hour ago or so. Hitting the gym later with Bo. Its been awhile since the last time i step foot in the gym. :/ I have yet to have my meal thou. My stomach is growling. =( Waiting for my relative to leave the house then I'll stuff myself up. =D Alright then. i shld get ready now. PEACE YALL!!

Blabbering Gibberish Bullshits.

2011-09-04T07:05:00.000+08:00

Apologize for my nonsensical title above. Can't think of something interesting plus catchy. haha.

Short updates on what Singaporeans are up to. Crazy but true, Singaporeans has live up to our standard as being the "kiasu" nation, as a queue of almost hundred had formed overnight outside Orchard Building for the launch of a Western retail store, H&M. Lucky for the early birds, they got vouchers and discount cards. NICE!! Maybe i'll come and drop-by the outlet, see if i can grab anything for myself. =D

Quick link to H&M Official Website

Next on the list, COMEX 2011 at Suntec. Today's the last day. Well, i guess it's a pass for me. =( I'll just wait patiently for the next IT show then. =D

OMG!! How come i wasn't informed?! There's Borders clearance sale two days back. -.- I could have bought something there. I believe those Borders membership card holders didnt missed it. They were so pissed off about the sudden closure. Sad story. But think about the people working there. They lost their job. So be grateful you didnt lost yours. =)

Okay just to add on a little bit, how do you define 'friend'? This has nothing to do with my circle of friends. I have great, crazy, understanding friends. =D
Anyway, it's bullshit if i say i've never argued with my friends. Even how pissed off you are, you don't swear or curse at them. At least have some respect. At the end of the day, you guys are still friends. Lets say you face a problem, and you start swearing and cursing and bombarding sarcastic comments and your ego burning like wildfire cos you wanna win, that's where you lose a friend. People like that, are not friends. How bad that person might be, that's not the way to settle a problem. Right? Please never ever gang up and embarass a friend. Very uncivilized and uneducated much.

Learn to give in at times, you won't die. Anyway, if you have come across the worst 'friends', then you yet to meet those who are way too worst. =) Honestly I am grateful to have met my friends, how fucked up they are, they still have brains to think. And most importantly they are always there for me. =D

Shit, look now! I got carried away. -.- Not stereotyping, but usually girls tend to have friendship issues. PEACE YALL.

Selamat Hari Raya to all Muslims!!

2011-09-02T16:22:00.000+08:00

WASSUPP!!! Been busy lately with Hari Raya preparations and also Hari Raya visits, therefore I didnt have the time to update. Like every Hari Raya for the past few years, its mundane like there's no FEEL. You feel me?! haha.

I just got back from my medical check-up for the job application at PSA. We had something like a height- test. We climb all the way up the crane to see if we are afraid of heights or have the habit of committing suicide by jumping, these people will be rejected. So seems everything is going well. The only thing i can do now is WAIT. -.-

It's TGIF!! YAY!! But too bad for me and for some of you guys, weekends = more Hari Raya visits!! It's not about the money money money lalalala~ =D PEACE YA'LL!!

Down With Fever

2011-08-28T14:24:00.004+08:00

WASSUUPPP!! Okay not so good news to the girls yesterday uh. haha. I saw some comments about girls going NS. =D Funny but true. I just cant imagine how the girls will look like with short hair, muscular, dark-skin and with fierce faces. And please, not to worry, you girls won't get bald. So paranoid uh you all! haha. Somehow, if all this is true, i really pity those skinny girls. Aneroxic! They didn't realized they look like a walking chopstick. hmm.. -.- But we can't foresee the future, whether they will implement this idea. I'll play the nice guy and pray that it won't happen. I want to have a girlfriend who is feminine, sweet-looking blahblahblah, NOT "The Expendables" type of girl. Scary..Right guys?!

Now we officially have a new President, Dr Tony Tan. Results were out yesterday night. A narrow loss for Dr Tan Cheng Bock. Anyway, I'm not into politics. Nothing much to say in this topic. Let's move on. This was a side-track.

So went to Ikea right after i placed my vote. As expected, place was packed. Main intention was to get a sofa-bed for my room but it looks big. It will take up alot of space so it defeats the purpose of throwing my damn bed away. Didn't buy much unlike a couple queueing infront of me. Teeetteetteeet! That's suppose to be the sound of the bar-code scanner. BAAMMM!! $600++. That is alot of shopping for Hari Raya. hahaha. And I was down with fever right after i came back home from Ikea. Weird. Maybe inadequate sleep. Thank God, I'm okay now. =D

Approximately 2 days to HARI RAYA!! Yaayyyness! I suppose they will "lelong" the stuffs at Bazaar Geylang today. So expect human-traffic jam. Anyways, i'll just stay home and clean up my room. Sky looks dark and gloomy. Whatever it is, PEACE YALL!

Back On It

2011-08-27T07:01:00.003+08:00

Goodmorning Earthlings! Smells like weekend! :D And above all, Hari Raya is pretty close. You guys must be excited. Yah first thing that cross your brain is that damn green packet!! -.- Riiiiggghhhhhtttttt? LEECHES!! But rest assured, you ain't gonna get as much like you got back then when you were a nerd or a badass kid. So don't expect more. Life is cruel. =/

Importantly, today is Presidential Election Polling Day!! Are we suppose to get excited about this??....NO! I SAID NO! Now I can't have my peaceful sleep on a beautiful Saturday morning. =( Well I don't plan to, i guess. So fuck it with the sleep. The point is, we have to drag our butts to the freaking Polling Station which is unusually very near. And I still wonder, how on earth can there be so many voids. You can't draw other symmetrical shapes or whatever other shapes you can think of. Maybe they were nervous. They drew their stomach with butterflies in it. =)

Everythings changed now

2010-03-26T18:55:00.002+08:00

Myself was somewhat affected by the devastating ending.

Thinking about it. Talking about it. Dreamt about it.

This is how it was few days back.

I've flipped thru the pages. And came across an empty one.

I wrote my name. And that's when i stop crawling and i start walking.

I don't think you understand

2010-03-21T19:53:00.002+08:00

I really miss u. i really do.
And this song i dedicate to you.
Hope i can meet u soon.

~i still have feelings for u~

Babylove;

2009-08-23T16:26:00.003+08:00

I LOVE YOU

IMISSYOU

i really wanna go out and meet u

i need you

i really wanna hug u tight

kiss u tonight

im only gonna be with you. ; )

P.O.P

2009-08-23T13:57:00.002+08:00

Yesterday commenced our fasting month.
P.O.P is along the road. 2 more weeks to go.
I really cant wait for block leave. We've (me&tekongfrens) prepared some plans during one of those weeks.
And i also cant wait to go out wif my fam, frens & gf to break our fast.
Its like once a year kind of thing, so jus cant miss it.
Tmr is my IPPT test. Wish me luck. Hope i can get a gold. But at least a silver. =)
This wk is gonna be a busy wk for me i guess. Cos i've got to prepare for Games Day, & some performance and also for P.O.P .

Bear wif me, i know my posts are getting boring. No photos and all. =D
Anyways, SELAMAT ~~"berbuke"~~ PUASE!! to all my muslim frens. =)

p.s: iloveumore.

Random

2009-07-20T17:10:00.002+08:00

Im sick and tired of goin back to that place.
I jus wanna stay here.
There's so many things i didnt really get to do like breaking and many more.
The weather so moody today.
Urgh!! Fcuk!!
Its the most stupidiest place to be. I wish God makes the time fly fast.

Anyways, on a lighter note, i still havent get a present for gf.
Dunnoe what i wanna buy for her.
Honestly, i dont really like to give people presents cos i will have a hard time deciding what to buy for them. tsk.
I think i know what to buy. I think.
Hais. I miss her. Its okie meeting her later anyway.
Thanks b. U've always been there for me. Love u! Muacks!
And remember what we planned to buy?? Yah, wait for my next pay to come. =D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY IN ADVANCE SYG!!!

2009-07-20T10:28:00.008+08:00

Had a long weekend. Book out early cos im down wif flu-like symptoms. Err, not told to me if im infected wif H1N1. But wtf. I pretty much did nothing other than jus laz ard at home. Gf and her gfs were sooo nice but random, came down to my area to meet me. Awwww, how sweet! =D And the worst thing ever happened, happened on that day. That guy just made a history. For my entire 4yrs breaking at CP, never have we encountered such problem. And this guy, actually broke his arm while doin a cricket. Luckily i wasnt there to witness it. haha. I'll be fucking scared to even take a peep. And what a waste, he just started breaking early this year.

Well, Saturday is the bestest day ever. A well-spent day wif my gf. Celebrate her birthday in advance. Went to watch Harry Potter. Expected more actions, something like the previous few movies. And the ending SUX!! Sorry Potter, i was like sitting down there waiting for something to happen, and there u are staring at a bird flying. And then the damn credits comes in. tsk. Then we went to swensen's for our dinner. Awwww, sweet kan i? hahaha.

22nd July, gf is 1 yr older. Ur Birthday falls on Wed and i cant meet u.

So let me say something to u.....

U'll turn 18 in no time.

I just want u to be the same u.

The u i've known from the very start.

I noe u thought of experiencing the nightlife.

Go to the club.

Yahhhh, dont think im gonna let u go...

without me.

Think of a new resolution.

Something gd.

And be a better person in life.

I love u girl.

May all ur wishes come true.

muacks!

NS Life

2009-07-05T04:16:00.002+08:00

Life in NS is crazy.
Shagged. Almost always get fucked.
Too strict. Maybe still getting used to it.
H1N1 sux. I dont want to get stuck in Tekong for quarantine.
"Knock it down" is the famous phrase to use.
Skin getting darker now. Seriously dark.
I just got my first confinement. The "bestest".
Weekend wasted. tsk.
In summarized version, NS life totally sux to the damn core.
But at times theres always bits and pieces of fun. =)
Well, i always miss my gf. It gets beyond the peak when lights off.
I will just hold on to her necklace and think abt her. Sweet rite? i know. =__=
okie im done.

You turn my world upside down.
Cos thats where u see my sad face turns to a smile.

Tekong Trip.

2009-06-10T14:24:00.004+08:00

Lesser time to spend playing wif the crayons, colouring the paper. Lesser time to spend our crazy times together.

Time fly fast.

Real fast.

But im happy "gile" that half-way waiting for my NS day, i got to meet a beautiful, sweet girl like YOU.

And we manage to spend our 2 months together. =)

Im sure gonna miss my family & friends. =(

Okie i feel so emo.

Today then i feel sooo tense.

Like scared.

urgh.

Just imagine im goin for a shalet...

wif new frens. =_=

And i will always miss u Nur Sakinah Jaffar.

Anyways, i dont think i can run away from u by goin Tekong.

Cos u're always wif me in my heart. =)

Blah Blah Blah

2009-05-31T15:23:00.006+08:00

Congrats to me for my GRADUATION.

3 years fly so fast. And now i've graduated. Used to complain too much. Right now, i just cant believe that "i got my ass kicked out" from the school for good. =) My days are numbered. hahah. Still counting down. 11 more days to "torture" camp. tsk. Not sure if i shld cut my hair botak now. Just that im lazy and irritated wif my hair. haha.

Lately, if u've noticed, i've not been updating. Want to know why?! ....

Main reason...

Terribly LAZY. -__-''

Been doing some video shooting for a movie. And yesss...seriously. We jus have to do some breakdancing thingy for 3 days straight and KECHING!!! $$$ =D

After graduation i got a haircut. I lost almost all of my hair. Well, i got annoyed wif my hair so i did this to it....

BOOOOOOOOOOOTTTTTTAAAAAAAAAAAKKKKKKK!!!

Let's move on. Been meeting gf for 4 days straight, non-stop. Then on Thurs we went out to catch Night at the Musuem 2. Hilarious. But my gf was irritating. She told me not to laugh my ass out. So all the way i tried to maintain. urgh!. Boring! =(

Goin NS really really really SOON!!! A few more days. Damn it!! I still wanna enjoy. =( But i do look forward to it bcos i can get to play wif the weapons. hehex. =D So im left wif exactly 4 days and counting down.

Anyways, my siblings are currently having fun at KL. And im all alone. Laptop, TV blah blah blah all to myself. I hope they doin great over there. KL MENJERIT!!! =D

So i guess, my blog gonna be officially dead by the time i go NS. Really trying my best to write as many post as possible during this few days.

Tmr's plan will be visiting the gym. Then perhaps to the swimming pool after that? We'll see.

Btw, how come gf got soooo many wedding invitation?? All the past few weekends she been eating all the good food. tsk. I also want!! B!! TAPAU FOR MEEEE!!! hehe.

Promise not to let go.

Sorry baby....
I have no other choices...
I just have to ditch u for this....

too little time

2009-05-24T13:45:00.003+08:00

I have exactly 17days for me to enjoy before NS enlistment.

I still have a lot to do, i need to make plans. Like spending most of my boring time with my girlfriend, go break session which i'd missed a lot due to my tight schedule, hang ard wif frens, go out, go out and go out! I really gotta make use of my free time useful. Right now im at Marina Barrage doing some video shooting, i think it'll come out at Vasantham or smth. Baby is sick and im worried, her temp was 39.2 ytd. Take care la gemok! Now im having a bad headache, flu and getting weaker. Maybe im too worried abt her. Now she's feeling better, and its my turn. urgh! To think of it, i just feel that i didnt really spend my time wif her. Now that she'd start attachment, everything is just too tight and rushing for time. Hais i wish i could have met you ealier. I love you.

ps: this is not Fyzie. hahahaha *eyebrow up2*
I know, it sounded soooo the Fyzie right? huhu.
apology much, that babi boy just lazy to update & forced me to =.=
Firdaus, you suck. haha but I love you bacin. byeee!

I know.

2009-05-18T17:05:00.004+08:00

I've shld limit my expectations.

Just forget abt it. I wont ask no more.

Pretend its not planned.

If its gonna happen, it will.

Im waiting

2009-05-09T18:11:00.003+08:00

Think you can run away from me by goin Batam??

Think again.

Did you buy me donut?

NSJ

2009-05-08T14:49:00.002+08:00

No words too precise too perfect by far

to describe how beautiful you are.

Inside out you are the sweetest things

Those kisses raining down on me

Those whispers saying you love me

I've always adore the way you hug me

Remember how it feels like

when we stare in each others eyes

And I can see the reflection of the light

I know its the truth from the look of ur very eyes

Baby please dont you ever cry

I cant stand watching those watery eyes

Let the troubles fly

And look over to the brighter side

Where everything is colourful

So keep on smiling girl

Just so you know you're my angel.

huh?

2009-05-07T22:38:00.001+08:00

I dun really know what is goin on rite now.

But i dun wanna noe.

Im sorry baby.

2009-05-07T21:23:00.004+08:00

I love u more & more.
Dont waste those tears on me.

I feel guilty cos im treating u wrong.

I didnt mean to hurt ur feelings.

But i guess my words so painful like a knife stabbing.

My blog is a place i pour out my feelings.

But not a place to corrupt people's thinkings.

In other words, i dont want pple to think that u're the troublemaker.

I love u and i really do.

And u're the sweetest things i ever wish for.

Not looking forward to anything.

2009-05-07T13:58:00.002+08:00

FB audition today at 6pm. Suddenly i was so fickle-minded. Want to go, Dont want to go. Even if i get in, im goin NS in a few weeks time. So it defeats the purpose of joining FB in the first place. Right? hahaha. Who cares, i jus wanna enjoy. Btw, i cant sleep well yesterday. To be honest, i didnt sleep yesterday night, and i got to sleep for a few hours from 9am and i woke up ard 1.30 . Tsk. So many things in mind.

Next wk i'll be free, i guess. Need to make plans. Go break session perhaps or go hang ard wif frens, shopping or whatever there is to do. Trying to occupy my time wif my frens and family before i go NS. And i dont want to sit down doing nothing and start thinking abt how freaking torturing the BMT life will be. YEs i know, i still have to go. urgh!

stupid sore throat. swine are u responsible for this?

2009-05-07T13:46:00.000+08:00

Current Mode: 50% fcuking pissed off & 50% its okie

Swine flu, u owe me BIG time. tsk.

2009-05-03T17:11:00.006+08:00

News on the swine flu are almost everywhere now. Even on my gf's blog. hahax. Irritating. Anyways, i heard its somehow alike the SARS but more deadly. In what sense im not sure. Cos there hasnt been a single case of the swine flu in Spore but there's possibility it will. Well, im still wondering how this swine flu looks like....ermmm *thinking*

Well anyways, on a lighter note, i feel like quitting my job soon. 1 month to enjoy before my head is bald. By next wk, i shld get my pay. And my pay is soooo little. urgh. Its okie and i really need to ask alot of people out.

Graduation Day will be held on 29May. Im still not ready yet. Still need to buy a new tie and long sleeves. Most probably after i get my pay this wk. Days fly past so fast, now im graduating. I've always been complaining how irritating my lecturers can be. Projects piled up so high. Assignments non-stop. But now thinking back, i still not ready for the working life. I guess. Maybe after ORD i will think differently. =)

Seriously, im looking forward to that day. When u say we will have a problem meeting on that day cos u fear u have something on. Well, i noe u dun mean it. But after u told me u REALLY can't, i was a little dissappointed. Im not angry. I just think that it will be nice if we can celebrate our first. Thats all. And the following months, im not sure if we can even celebrate. Maybe advance or belated. Im fine wif it.

Doing this alone.

You make my world go Round & Round

2009-04-30T14:54:00.003+08:00

On tuesday night we met. Bought some tidbits and slacked at ECP. Had a GREAT time wif her. haha. NOT borrinnngg okie. =p Its not like a "lepaking" time for us but more of a quality talk time plus sweet loving time together. hehex. We just speak our thoughts out. Things that bothering either one of us. And one thing that's bothering me BIG time is that you keep moving every bits of second. haha. Irritating okie. haha. But you cant change. Well at least i noe that when u are happy, u cant sit still. =) By the time we goin back home, baby was half dead. tsk.

I'm gonna miss u girl.

Your call.

2009-04-28T17:23:00.001+08:00

Jus received ur call. Was i relieved? Was i happy? i dunnoe. Suddenly i jus lost the mood. Tsk.

Its not jus abt u BUT its abt us.

2009-04-28T17:06:00.003+08:00

I seriously dont know what is goin on between both of us. For what i know, im treating u like i've been treating u since day one. Maybe u are jus emotionally affected by that incident. Well u shldnt. I know it hurts u. Jus let the pain go. U're a strong girl im sure u can. If u want to make things work then u shld forgive and let the pain run away. I dun think we have a problem wif communication. We are straight-forward and open-minded. U can jus share whats bothering u. Lately, i've been asking u this question, "Is there something that's bothering u?". But instead of telling, u keep it to urself, and ur reply to my question is "Nothing". We shld spend sometime sitting together and have a quality talk. Maybe it sounds funny to see us having a quality talk. But its good. For the benefits of our relationship.

I've been calling u. So many times. Lost count. Right now im just waiting for ur call. It seems like our plan to go out today, dont really look like its gonna happen. =(

NS life, what is it gonna be like?

2009-04-28T02:42:00.002+08:00

Today didnt do that much i guess. Met Syg and her friends, Kim and Nisha, at Tamp. Had early dinner wif Syg then accompanied her at the bus-stop. Went off for my break session, its been awhile since i last had one. Jus for a short while then off to work for a pathetic 1hr to help out wif the closing. Then hang ard wif frens under the voiddeck from 12 till 2am. So engrossed talking abt NS. hahax. It was quite interesting listening to my friends experience in the army life. Well, im goin in soon and not really looking forward to it. But im sure others will prefer to finish up their 2yrs "torture" as soon as possible. And i do agree wif that, but the thing is, im goin in too soon. So sudden. I havent spend much time wif my gf. We are not even together for a month and im goin already. When i think back, i jus feel sad. Cos i have this feeling that we will be spending so little time together. But on the brigther side, i got a few more weeks to spend my hours wif her and cherish every moment we have. I should be happy rite? Even if i book out on the weekends, its not like i get to meet her every Saturdays or Sundays. =( Urgh, why must it be June. At least why not make it on August or something so i can celebrate my gf's birthday. I dunnoe what will happen in camp but for what i noe, when i complete my NS i will be like 22? And if i sign-on, i will be like i dunnoe like soooo old. But at least, by the time i shld be able to go home pretty much everyday. 8 to 5 kinda thingy. Btw baby, my frens agree to set the date for the chalet earlier for my sake. I hope it gonna work out. I need to spend more time wif u girl. Love you. muacks!!

....

2009-04-25T15:42:00.002+08:00

PLEASE MAKE THIS FEELINGS GO AWAY!

iloveyousakinah<3

Blame it on me.

2009-04-25T02:02:00.002+08:00

Words that comes out of our mouth can sometimes be beautiful. Sometimes unnecessary words slip off. Thats when it cuts, like razors. So sharp that it hurts u deep inside. But, too bad that sometimes u didnt notice these "bad" words u said. And of cos u didnt mean it. U dunnoe noe whether u're to be blamed or its jus not ur fault, so forget it. I noe i wasnt at wrong, but i still think im wrong. Cos i made u think of different possibilities. Thus giving u the wrong picture. We fought abt this once. Now twice. To me its a minor thing, but to u, it really hurts. I understand. I sure do. I did what u tell me to. "Try being in my shoes", u said. Yeah it sure is painful. Im sorry. I jus wanna let u noe that u're my only one. And please stop wif that "30% in doubt" thingy. It hurts. Try being in my boxer. U'll noe how i feel. Muacks!!! Love u baby!! =)

Im sorry Miley....

2009-04-25T01:32:00.005+08:00

I DITCHED Miley Cyrus. Im sorry baby. I've been goin out wif Demi Lovato. But still, i like listening to ur song "The Climb". But anyways, check out my new hot scandal!! YEAH!! hehe. =D

NS

2009-04-24T16:33:00.004+08:00

Too many things occured on the first day of work.
Too many things to absorb. Things that i or perhaps no one expect it to happen on a day u are like a "blur sotong". Gruesome. Scary. Too bloody to see. But i put up wif it, be a little bit more courageous. I feel this particular feeling on my knees, shaky, my legs will get weak when i see too much blood gushing out like a fountain.

Mice has been warded for 3 days. From class B to class C. A drastic change of environment. So stuffy. But lucky for him, he's only staying in class C ward for a day, then he'll be discharged. Spared the whole evening on Wednesday visiting him. Bought him oreos, cos he requested for biscuits, snacks, something to munch on. Thank god Syg was there. Went home quite pretty late. Worse still, that fat-ass is doin morning-shift the next day. Okie whatever it is, Mice is back home. Have a gd rest buddy.

Yesterday went out for dinner wif Kinah. haha. Well, dinner at the Popeyes at T3. Then Syg wanna take the travellator. Crazy kid. hahahx. We shld have taken pictures there. Tsk. Boarded the Skytrain from T3 to T2 then back to T1. Almost got ourselves lost. hahaha. Btw, the viewimg mall sucks. It was under construction. Waste my time and energy. So we went to Tamp instead. BOOORRRIIIIINNNNNGG!!

I'm not sure whether i shld be pissed off or be happy wif it. Munir asked me to check my enlistment date. So i entered my NRIC and DOB. Click on Submit. Then it returns me a message that goes like this.....

"Good afternoon Mr FIRDAUS BIN RAZALI.Your enlistment date is on 11-Jun-2009. Your reporting unit is TRAINING LIST BASIC MILITARY TRAINING CENTRE SCHOOL 2."

WTF!!! I've been visiting my letter box and didnt caught a sight of it. Then now, out of a sudden, i have to report on 11 Jun. They shld have sent in the letter earlier. My bro goin in on Sept and he got his letter earlier then mine. So i shld got it earlier then him, judging from the dates of enlistment. Okie, now i dunnoe if i can get the chance to join Singapore Bboy Champ. And my gf''s birthday is in July, most probably i'll be stucked in camp. URgh! Guys!! We need to book a chalet before i get my ass off this island and ferry myself all the way to Tekong. Bitch!!

A photo taken more than a year back.
hahha. Found it in my pc.

Stuck wif each other. =)

2009-04-20T14:37:00.002+08:00

First day of work today. Hope everythings gonna be goin smooth for me. Luckily Mice is working wif me today. At least, got "kaki". =D Search for my black pants to wear later for work. Then, found my Gold Class GV pants. haha. memories. =) Goin out early, need to photocopy my IC and bank account. Really i know, that this work is temporary. For a pretty short while. I really in need of cash. In the meantime, i'll work here while i keep on looking for a better offer. Okie, stress... =__=

Most importantly, Graduation Day is coming. Need to buy new tie and smart long-sleeves shirt. I think im jus gonna rent the graduation shirt. Thought of buying it for memories sake. But its okie, can take pics. =D

Okie move on. Currently working on my new song. Ideas are there. But inspiration is not. So im taking things slow and steady. Furthermore, im starting work and little time can be spend sitting infront of the lappy figuring out the lines for the lyric.

Looking forward to meet syg this Thursday. If i dont, i dont know when else. i MISS u fat-ass!!! hehex. Will be waiting for ur sms now. ; )

Urgh!

2009-04-18T14:32:00.000+08:00

IRRITATING.

still thinking.

2009-04-17T16:38:00.003+08:00

My days been boring. Didnt really do much. Practically been breaking almost everyday.
But soon my schedule will be pretty much tight up cos i'll be starting my first day work on this coming Monday. Really looking forward to it cos i keep thinking abt her. So yah, jus need something to occupy my mind. =)

She's having fun wif her gfs, somewhere out there. And i think i better find something fun to do likeee....errr....breakdancing?? -__-'' okie gtg now.

Nothing weird happened today.

2009-04-15T00:06:00.003+08:00

Its been 2 days straight, i fetched her from work.
Had my breakdance session at Tamp wif Break Force Crew.
Slept over at my cousin's place.
No time to update.
Still searching for a part-time job.
Maybe i get to work wif my fren at Long John Silver.
It's okie la, even though the pay isnt that much.
At least enough to spend on the important things.
Watched Ong Bak 2 on Dvd. Awesome movie. The fights look soo REAL! ffuuuyyyooohhh!!
okie im bored now. real bored.
Syg sleeps soo early now adays. BOORRIINNNNGGG!!
Hope the mosquitoes bite her sooo she will wake up. And i can talk on the phone wif her.
hahahaha. sorry, jus joking. =D

urgh!! bye!

Monday things change.

2009-04-12T17:37:00.002+08:00

Starting your attachment tmr. Too, soon. =(
No more late night calls.
No more goin out often.
U know i'm gonna miss u like crazy.
U better take care of urself while working.
And please know ur limits, dont flirt wif the "apeks". hehex.
I'll spy on u, now and then. hahaha. No la, i've better things to do like look for a job.
Love u baby. muaahhs!!

Fisherman life.

2009-04-12T16:03:00.008+08:00

Love watching the sunrise.
Better if u're there wif me.

Isnt the scenery soo beautiful soo relaxing? nice right. i know. =) It was quite fun trying to live the life of a fisherman. But it seems like for that 8 hours of fishing, doing the bait, playing card games, eating "kuachi", theres no sight of any fishes getting hooked up by our "sexy" baits. urgh! But we did caught something! =D SEAWEED!! Soooo many and bushy of them. haha. Idiot seaweed, play wif my feelings. Make me think im pulling a big fish. -___-'' Let's not talk abt the what happened during the night, its effing boring. It gets better when the sun rises. =D

Trying to do that "Shah Rukh khan" pose.
But cannot make it. hahax.

Bapok: Bro ikan ader?
Sham: Ape ikan2 !!?? *fierce face*
Bapok: Sorry la bang, ish hot-temper. *walks away*

Im gonna post a video of me and my fren doin "something". hehe. =D btw, this video is not planned out. Sooo, apologize for some "UN-professional" acts. hahax. Soo guys, get ready to tilt ur head to the side!! hahaha.

It's cars first, then women

2009-04-10T18:17:00.011+08:00

Was looking forward to catch the next Fast&Furious action. And here it is!! Big cars wif horse-power engines. Exterior designs of the cars never fail to attract my attention. Yesterday was the first day it is screened. Got the chance to watch it!! =D

As always, for the past 3 ones, theres lots of freaking crazy actions, sooo i expected more of those adrenaline-raising races. But F&F4 gave less. Car designs werent that interesting. The impact isnt there as much compared to the previous ones. Was kinda dissappointed though. But still, its a great movie to watch. 4-out of-5 stars.

The ending is nice. I think theres gonna be a next one. If u love cars, u gonna like this movie. =)

Here are snapshots of the cars from the movie....And the movie trailer at the end of the post.

U're a Dream come True

2009-04-10T14:42:00.003+08:00

Yesterday was a great day. A SPECIAL day too. =D 090409.

Had lots of fun wif the girls. Crazy pple who talks so LOUD like as if a mic got stuck in their throat! But still, i'm glad to have them included in my social circle. =) Anyways, we visited Tampines One!! Huge place i shld say. Lots of outlets which u see mostly in Town areas are located here. And we met this Big Fat Ugly Sumo wrestler mascot! hahah. I really wish i had jus throw a punch on it's face or perhaps a Flying Kick right on it's forehead. -__- But im not sure its a guy or a gal. But that thing is a FLIRT!!! hahahhax.

U guys can take a look at the pictures we snapped at this LINK.

She's OFFICIALLY mine!! =D

News been spreading sooo fast like forest fire. Out of no where, a friend of mine knew abt it. Well, i cant deny that at that point of time i was contacting, dating her. As for what i noe, she's mine now. =) muaahhs!! Love u baby!!

errr...can't think of a title. & still thinking.

2009-04-08T19:50:00.003+08:00

Make myself stuck at home. Feel like i'm grounded. tsk.
Needless to say, my day is awesomely BORING!!
Spent 3/4 of the hours staring blankly at my lappy screen.
Well, not literally, like Duhhh. =D
Thought of watching online movie, but most of them arent that appealing to me.
Basically, theres nothing to watch especially when the video quality sucks.
Cant ask for more. sigh.
But, i was really trying my hard not to click on the link to Fast&Furious4 movie video.
I just have to wait for tmr.
DAMN!! I totally forget abt it. I still havent check the timing for the shows.
Better get on it later.
Worst still, i havent really plan for tmr. *ermmm...*

Okie i was being nice today. "Good Boy" i shld say. hahahhax.
Didnt really do much though.
Just cleaning my bedroom. It was a disaster. A total mess. Well, im a guy for goodness sake.
hahahha. BUT, look at my room now. All tidy up. =D
No worries, it will get back to its original way. -__-

ohh okie whatever!

Randomness.

2009-04-07T20:06:00.003+08:00

Where should i start? Really i cant think of something to blog about.
*squeezing my brain juice to think*
But im jus too bored not doin anything. I rather blog and talk all the crap i want. hahax.
Whatever it is, i jus got home from the gym at Anchorvale CC, i think.
Not pretty sure whats the name of the CC. Its at Sengkang for ur info.
Wasnt that into building up my body, like those guys wif their massive muscle protruding out.
Not that kind. Preferably the body like the surfers. Hot rite?? i know. =D
Thanks a thousand of thanks to my fellow buddy, Akuwan. hahaa.
Was there to train me and my fren. Its been sooooo long since the last time i stepped my feet in the gym.
Goin again this Saturday.

What i've been doin for the past few days?
Ohhh actually thought of catching some fish. But it seems like the fishes are using fork & spoon to nibble the bait. haha.
Basically, i didnt caught any fish. Soo freaking boring.
Waited for nothing. -__-
Well, at least i got a cut on my finger. hahaha.
Thanks to her, she accompanied me thru the night. =D
Ard 6am we walked off from that place. BOOORRIIINNNNNNNNGGG!!!

Really cant wait for Thursday to come by. =)
I still havent plan anything. hahah.
But at least i've a rough idea what we will be doin.
Of cos, we cant miss the actions from this upcoming movie, Fast&Furious4!
Its gonna be a hell lots of fun!! YAY!!! =D
Lets spend our day meaningfully.
And next wk u gonna start ur attachment. tsk.

Thats all folks. To my frens, i'll link u soon!! =D

WWW

2009-04-04T00:49:00.004+08:00

For 2 days i've not been staring at your face.

Kinda miss u though.

Not that much, just a LITTLE bit. =D

I'm sure u had alot of fun today.

And so do i. YEAH!!

Actually planned to go out to town to search for a part-time job

and it's freaking irritating nowadays,

sooo difficult to find a decent part-time job anywhere near my place.

But anyways, i didnt went to look for one today.

Instead like usual, went for my break session.

Before that, head to my friend's crib for some karaoke!!! WWUUHHHUUU!!

Set wif the mic stand. hahax.

I was like pretending to be some kind of a singer. Tapi tak menjadi. hahah.

Im not sure whether i was singing or i was screaming my lungs out. =D

The bright sky suddenly turned cloudy. okie at least its not raining.

Just nice for me and my frens to walk all the way to CP.

Met my GAY-partner after his work wif my other frens.

As usual we guys are very noisy. We were talking rubbish in an alien-like language.

Soooo off we went home.

Tmr goin to Wild Wild Wet. YAY!YAY!

hehex. Wanted to ask her along but not sure if she's free.

Whatever it is, i cant wait for tmr.

Alrite then, i'll update more. SEE YA!!!

a dream

2009-04-03T01:19:00.000+08:00

Everything's so beautiful now

An angel from above i've found

Enlighten me make me smile when i'm down

Those kisses you gave are countless

I can see thru ur eyes

and i know that u're love is honest

I cant find any trace of lies

and i know nothing can break us apart

cos deep inside u'll always be my switheart

Nobody say its gonna be easy

But we'll be stronger thru those fights

Just hold my hands tight

Stay with me no matter what cos i need u to always be by my side.

So lets start Fresh

2009-03-30T02:21:00.000+08:00

Starting afresh now.
Take away those memories and put somewhere i wish i dunnoe.
Bury them deep down the Earth's core so i can find them no more.
Im sick & tired of goin thru the same things in life.
Its like karma.
In layman's term, What goes ard comes ard.

Sometimes i just dont really know what i want.
Sometimes i prefer goin wif the flow.
Like im the boat and the tides pushing me away,
floating above the waters of the sea.
Not knowing my whereabouts.
But when comes the time that i realise, i'll just search in me,
what i like and what i dont.
Sometimes im standing on the fence.
I just dont wanna let go, but i noe someday,
sooner or later i just gotta let go.
People come and go.
The ones who care will stay.
Others will stray. When they bored, they come looking after u.

But anyways, i've just received a letter from the school.
My whole 3yrs results in NYP is listed down.
Of cos i made comparison.
I wasnt really improving if i compare my grades.
Not much of the A's there in the third yr.
But my gpa has improved. Well, not tremendously.
But at least. Im proud of myself. *Clap for myself*
The most important thing is i've GRADUATED!!
WOOOHHHHHHHHOOOOOOOOO!!
Soo im collecting my diploma in May i guess.
Its okie, i'll just wait for further info.

Currently, im facing a problem.
Not much of a big problem i shld say. But still!!! Its a PROB!!
Im BROKE!!!
Just imagine, take me as the "economic recession",
im soo dead like dry leaves if i cant find a
PART-TIME job.
My frens like to say this to me....
"Last resort, klau maseh tak dpt keje, kite jual badan!!!"
hahahha. Nonsense!! =D
Its okie, i'll keep trying.

Alrite then.
Have a gd rest pple. It seems like flu season. Everyone falling sick. =(

Let nature takes its own course.
Let's go wif the flow.
Let the wind blow.
Take it slow.
One day we will know.